I'm on the right track..

I got this feeling down deep in my soul...


today, if feel blessed..I feel like enthusiastic..yeah..that's is what i feel today..i don't know why..maybe it was because of my medidation last night..hehehe..everything is in alignment..im the great sagitarrian and im missing my aries..she might be sleeping right as of this time..but we will be seeing each other later..can't wait to be with her..i just want to hug her..

last post..i say its all about management..



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it's a new day...it's a new dawn..

It's 6 am and i'm blogging..

I have my new schedule and it'f from 6:00am to 3:00pm..it's going to be
for a month..meaning i have to wake up at 4 am for a month..Me and my bebe
has a different schedule now BUT still we have the same rest day, oye!

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Redundancy test

Am i growing??

At first, i had my enthusiasm around me..having this kind of work..having to finish the given projects and receiving a good job compliment..it was exhilarating.. i had the feeling to stay here for a long time..
But sometimes as time went by..you get to know the system..the system which makes up the whole system..the system which will be used and abused..
Right now, there is no pending projects yet..surely, i can level up my mafia..
I don't know if its good or bad..i just feel that i'm not growing anymore..i'm not utilizing my skills..i'm not learning anymore..I feel that i stop growing..and i'm a knowledge seeker..i want to learn new things..
On the other hand, i need to have at least enough experience so i will stay for quite a while for now.

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What i truly feel...no bullshit..

i thought i was the only one who thinks uncommon..but i could say we are on the same stream rowing.

I am a vocal person and everything that i feel and think. i say it.

i am not thinking of my ex anymore..not even a single thought of her.. no bullshit..
that's because i already accepted the things happened to us and i have move on already. that's the best. already forgot how i felt.. how i loved her. AND ALSO...I already forgot about her because of my "unconditional love" for my present girlfriend which is oh so true..

heheh..and this one..i know she's probably thinking that i'm thinking like "i'm gettin tired of her " and "she's a responsibility/burden to me"..you know what?? that is the most hilarious things i could ever thought of her thinking of me..i say what she thinks "ITS NA TREEEWWW". i can't blame her for thinking like that. But if only i can tell her..IF ONLY..if only she would believe me that she is the one who keeps me going on when i'm tired. she's the one who makes me feel responsible for my actions. and i know how she would react if i say those things to her, she will just say one word and just one word "ADIK!"..

heheh..also this one..i'm not lying anymore..OH YEAH!!..unlike with my past relationship..lying was so easy for me..it was like a part of me..i have no idea why i was like that before..but when i'm with her..i couldn't hide i can't put my mask and seal what i truly feel..it feels nice being honest to the person you really care for..its like a magical feeling..clean..

heheh..when im sharing to her what i feel and she listens..(i know she always listens)..that is the most amazing feeling i have..

I don't care what time i would wake up just to do her meals.
I don't care how much it would cost me for the bills in the house.
I don't care what others think.
I don't care...

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I'm happy but feeling sad

There i go again talking to myself..

Id: Pre, lalim ng iniisip mo ah?

Me: Marami kasing hindi natutuwa sa mga pinaggagawa ko.

Id: Saan? sinong di natutuwa?

Me: Sa buhay ko! pinipilit kong bigyan ng kahulugan ang aking buhay pero hindi naman masaya ang iba..Yun lang ang alam kong paraan para maging masaya..Hindi ko kailangan ng malaking bahay, maraming pera, di ko kailangan pumunta ng abroad o pumunta ng london para makahanap ng maayos na trabaho..ang kailangan ko lang ay ang ipakita sa akin na nasisiyahan sila sa mga desisyon ko na AKO ang gumawa..

Id: weh? di nga?

Me: siryoso ako pre...masaya ako at nagmamahal ako at minamahal. pwede ko naman un ipagsabay para mapuntahan ko ung success na gusto nilang makita. hindi hadlang sa mga plano ko yun. un lang kasiyahan ko ipagkakait pa sa akin. di ba napakalungkot naman nun? magbabagong taon na pero parang ang bigat ng aking dala para salubungin ang bagong taon..kung isasakripisyo ko ang aking pagmamahal sa pagiging successful di pa rin ako magiging masaya. kailanman hinding-hindi na.

Id: so? anong plano mo?

Me: xempre kung saan ako masaya.

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A lot like summer.

It's late..

Don't know how i really feel.
i can remember the gorillaz song that goes like

I ain't happy but im feeling
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
the future is coming on..is coming on..

Don't how i feel. Is this holidays??

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St. Simons

inhale....exhale....inhale....exhale...

I was playing mafia wars on facebook..when suddenly a message popped up..
lets call the FIRST pm'er as AC..(that's F-I-R-S-T in caps lock and bold letters) well it says..

AC: hi sexy
hi sexy??? im not even sexy..i realized that it wasn't my account...(ok)
then i thought..
ME: hi, im his bf wala po xa dito.
ME: meron po ba kayong gustong ipasabi sa kanya?

that is ME as in me..myself..That is what i replied..
then..

AC: busy kb?

ME: andun po xa sa xmas party nila.

AC: ahh ok..kaklase ko po xa dati.

ME: ok..kababata ka din nia?

AC: d nman po.

AC is now offline.

That is all of the conversation

I replied because AC might have some message to tell. At some point I DONT RECALL HAVING TO DISRESPECT mr AC!!!
WAS I THE ONE WHO PM'ed AC? FIRST?

was it my purpose to disrespect?? i don't think so..
was my purpose was just to ask him if he was her kababata?


inhale...exhale...inhale...exhale..

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Misunderstood

"get used to it"


Oftentimes...(YES!, OFTENTIMES) i get misunderstood..

i get misunderstood for the way i talk..
its with my voice..i know..they said it's "parang galit"..

i get misunderstood for the way i stare..
its with my eyes..i know..they said it's malaki..

it's always my subconscious that always tells me..
"get used to it"..

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