Straight from shittymind

The feeling of wanting to hate, to scream, to be mad, to be angry, all-in-one feeling. All of it inside your heart.
That's what i feel everytime.
Everytime that i would remember.
It's sickening, it's tiring, it's painful.
Tonight i want to cry again just to ease it a little.
I don't want to feel this any longer.
But despite of everything.
I am here to forgive.