Your WILL be done

I am so disaligned.
I haven't been to a Sunday Mass these past few MONTHS. My spiritual health is below negative. I know God is trying to tell me something or He's letting me undestand the consequences of my decision. Whatever my decision is I will stand for it. Bahala na ang Diyos sa akin. At times like these I can only rely on myself even the people around you is turning their back at you. God will be always with me all the time. He will not let me down. I know and I Believe.